бичлэгi still have this pain in my chest,
the headache in my head,
this dillemma to solve in my mind...
i know that i ve had this thoughts for a long time,
i tried to change, but i can't do anything,
it just seems like i m going to have it
for a really long time...
At first, i ve been dreaming about it,
i ve been waiting some magic to happen,
i imagined that my prince charming would come,
and rescue me... I ve been waiting...Nothing happened..
then, i stopped waiting,
'coz it was taking so long,
i tried to find it by myself,
but i ve made so much mistakes,
It wasn't him everytime...
Now, i stopped believing in it,
i ve stopped to dream, to search,
i just stopped to do anything,
I m sick and tired of it...
Now, it just brings so much pain, headache,
i cried a lot during the dark nights,
tried to force myself to smile,
i forgot the reason i started to look for it...
it just doesn't make sense to me now...
i m just living my life in the shadow,
i want new dreams, new desires, new motives,
If anyone could just help me to solve .....
